Not like the Movies

Dear he-who-can't-be-named,

               You know, when I was a kid, I never stopped watching fairy tale movies. It draws me in whenever the Princess acts as a "damsel in distress" and a prince will suddenly enter the picture and save her. I love the part when the prince is charming, gentleman and most of all strikingly handsome. A perfect movie, that's what I always wished for. A perfect story that will end with happily ever after, but then I was brought to reality. I tried my best to make my own fairy tale but then, I failed. It was not like the movies after all.

                 The scene when we first met was wonderful. We became classmates and learned to be friends. I always look up to you as my prince, but then I learned that I was wrong. You have a girl that you could call a princess of your own and it pains me a lot. Time passed and I always felt the same towards you. I know it's a little cliche, but don't get me wrong I know someday it will be gone, vanished with the wind. 

                  It's hard for me to feel like this, burdened by the feeling that I can't ignore. Wanting to produce my own movie but you cannot be my co-star nor my leading man. I know it's cheesy but please bare with me, sorting out my feelings were never  easy. 

                 As of now I think that I already made my movie. I want to thank you for being a part of it. Like every movie there should always be a closing remark and that is the part where I'll take a step back and let you go. 

-MAOD-